> Here is the thing: I find that more and more, I do not fit in with people my own age. I tend to have two moods (perhaps a bit bi-polar): one which fits in well with people much younger than myself, and one which fits in better with people much older. I'm not sure exactly why this bothers me, but I'm sure it comes back to my quest for a girlfriend in some way (*grin*). My guess would be that I don't really WANT to date anyone much younger or much older than me-- laws prevent the former and personal tastes prevent both-- and I can't see how I will manage to date someone in between if I can't relate to her (or if she can't relate to me).

Ahem. 18 isn't much younger, is it?

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