Umm....I need someone's advice on somethings as soon as possible. First of all, I had a friend who committed suicide in January, and in a way I'm not completely over it. My boyfriend and I are in love, but I want us to be closer and I am afraid to tell him that I'm still not over the suicide. I'm woried that he will want to leave me. I know that sounds weird, and he probably wouldn't, since he loves me so much, but I'm a sensitive person and for some reason I keep having those thoughts. What should I do? If anyone could help me out, that would be great.