> The main reason I decided as I did was that I felt like if I were writing to him while he was out trying to convert people to a religion I believe to be wrong, it would be tantamount to my giving aid and comfort to the enemy, even though explicitly he already does know of my disapproval. That's not something I can live with.
> . . .It was unique enough a relationship that I doubt I'll ever have another just like it. But ultimately, it came down to remaining true to another relationship: that of mine to my Father. I felt like that one would suffer if I tried to preserve the other.

> . . . I think in light of my original plans, it's just as well to let it go and not make him aware of my discomfort.

You are to be admired for your convictions, and your ability to live your life in a way that is true to them. Having a strong faith in God is not something I share with you, as you know, but your strength of character and ability to make decisions based on your beliefs is admirable.

I've been learning a lot about the concept of "reflection" this year: the idea of thinking critically about events and decisons made, with or without emotional considerations.

I feel now that what you've written shows you will eventually reflect thoughtfully, and recognize you had choices, difficult ones, but that you made the right decision for you.

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