>I always waited for him every 8 months of a year and my sacrifices were worth. But I want the so called relationship. Life has cycles and I wanted to see myself eneded with him. But my prayers were not positively answered. Should I quit?

I guess you mean you want to be with him, not that you want to be finished with him. (English isn't your first language, is it?) Also, I'm reading "Should I quit?" as "Should I quit hoping to end up with him?"

Yes, you should. If you keep obsessing about a guy who doesn't want you, all you will do is make yourself miss other chances in life. Life isn't a fairytale. But if you stop wishing it was, and go on with your life, you will eventually find something good and real.