Do you ever try to give your best and eventually the result is unforgiving?

I had this terrible experience. I had a friend for a long years. We are are childhood friends but not necessarily close. We useto tease and make each other days bright. Until, I really fell for him. I admired his keen sense of humour and his ability to switch things.his love for education and how religious he is. Time pass by, when he will have sorts of fling relationships turn rotten when I'm around him. But like fairytales our parents won't like us to have the so called relationship.

Now, I did my best just to update myself with his life. I did get his mobile number and my sacrifices wouldn't count. How i wish this infatutation would die. I had severals beau but the fact still remains nothing can be compared to him. I always waited for him every 8 months of a year and my sacrifices were worth. But I want the so called relationship. Life has cycles and I wanted to see myself eneded with him. But my prayers were not positively answered. Should I quit?