> I guess an explanation is needed. I was the one who posted as "Anonymous" a while ago. I thought I had the problem in hand by myself until a little while ago. Then something bad almost happened. It may try to happen again. I don't even know that I don't want it to happen. I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense, but everything just seems confused now and I thought it might be best for everyone if I wasn't around. And I suppose that's it. Thanks to everyone who replied. That was nice.

BK, Believe me when I say I understand. I truly do. The thing is, a couple of months ago the doctor put me on medication for depression. It helped until I went off of it. And now that I don't have it, it is much harder to control it by myself. I know how you feel. Sometimes I feel like curling up to die somewhere, but it's not the answer. The most I can emphasize to you is talk about it and seek help. We're here for you, and if you think you are a bother, you are wrong. We care about you. We really do.

Mia