> I'm scared to death. In 4 months, I'll be officially a senior.

Heh. Boy, do those fears look familiar. Don't worry. Just don't. There are all kinds of things better worth pulling your hair out over. All the many things and lifestyle changes involved in going to college are scary before they happen, but, seriously, when they actually happen, it's no big deal at all. It will be an adjustment moving away from home, and at first there will be moments when you miss it, but on the whole, you'll be just fine. For all the scariness, the transition, for me, was incredibly smooth.

It's a BIG change -- don't get me wrong -- but for me it didn't turn out to being even close to as scary as it seemed (and it sounds like you have more anxiety about it than I did).