I would appear to be pressed up against the wall with a row of guys with rifles aimed at me, sort of thing.. My Dad forced a talk with the oncologist today, who said that they're not really sure what this cancer is, but that it's most likely lung. Basically, whatever it is, it's behaving contrary to the way most cancers do and being totally unidentifiable. All the treatment I've got so far has been palliative and they're not going to rescan, cos they're most likely not going for more radiotherapy. I have an appointment in 3 weeks, but we're pushing to see them earlier. I'm gonna push for chemo, cos I think that gives me the best chance of survival. If I don't these tumours are just going to keep on and I'll be dead before my time. This thing is not going to beat me if I can help it.

Still here now and kicking just as hard as I can.

Beasty