> I'm feeling really weird now.
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> I phoned up Viz-A-Viz to ask about placements. Apparently both tracks 2 (Theatre) and 3 (Technical) are full. There's a space in track 1 (Music) for a bass player, but I really haven't had experience with that.
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> Track 4 (Youth and community teams) is available, but I didn't feel like that's what God wanted me to do.
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> I am sad and confused.

Don't expect everything to happen at once. Sometimes great things come in through the back door. How many part-time jobs have turned into a career? I knew a guy who took a part time job driving a delivery truck for a big company. Now he is the boss of their local plant. It happened almost overnight.

Another one started out as a carpenter's helper and in five years owned the company. Their gross has doubled most years since he took over.

How many sports figures and entertainers started out with nothing and went to the top?

Look at Bill Gates and Whoopie Goldberg. Parrish priests have become Pope. Farm boys have become president.

Just remember that cream always rises to the top, and it's hard to hide tallent and intelligence. Even Oprah and The Donald probably had a time when they worried that maybe they weren't going anywhere. Give it time.
Howard