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> So for a little while, I was doing really great. Still had down parts, but that's normal, and I was doing much better than I had ever hoped. Then I typed the "not been a good day" post, and that was basically just a bad day. Nothing lasting, and I posted just as an opportunity to thank my friends. But overall, recently (approximately since the RU, I think) I've not been doing as well. I won't explain the reasons why as I think they will be less coherent than I would like, but I certainly will try if anyone cares to ask.
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> My mother and sister left this morning for a week-long vacation. I am alone in the house. This is entirely not the time for the breakdown that feels like it's coming.
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> I know this might seem like I'm just whining, but I really could use some prayers right now. Thanks.

Sometimes we women as emotional creatures react to new circumstaces or even changes in our routine. If you are not usually like this, it may not be cause for alarm. We all have bad days sometimes. I also hate being by myself, but you get used to it. Ask the Lord to give you the comfort and security you need. Read some verses on fear. I'll pray for you.