Re: Something I've been wondering (depression, ADD etc)
Grishny, on host 12.29.132.98
Wednesday, April 30, 2003, at 15:00:43
Something I've been wondering (depression, ADD etc) posted by Brunnen-G on Wednesday, April 30, 2003, at 12:47:25:
How strange that you should post this. I almost posted something very similar, because I was thinking the same thing; that it seems like so many regulars here have been revealing lately that they struggle with these problems. The only thing that kept me from raising the same questions you did first was the fact that I'm swamped at work this week and trying to dig out.
To answer your question, I for one have never suffered from clinical depression or its symptoms, although I've certainly been through trials in my life that brought about those feelings. The feelings have always dispersed once the circumstances were over, though, and I've never had to take any medication to deal with them.
Many of you know that my wife went through a severe case of post-partem depression after our son was born that required hospitalization and over a year of treatment with medication and counseling. Prior to that first-hand experience, I believed as some do, that clinical depression was a farce that people used to try to hide their true problems and that taking pills was just trying to cover up the true problem. But seeing what happened to my wife, and having her perspective as someone who went through it and came out of it with treatment, "learned me different." Her condition was brought about by the hormonal effects of pregnancy and childbirth, and was only temporary, but I can understand now that some people DO have problems in the chemical makeup of their brains, and DO require lifelong medicinal treatment for it.
However, I will say this: as a Christian, I have experienced that in my own self, depression has been an indicator of spiritual problems. When my relationship with God wasn't what it should have been, it affected every other area of my life, including my mental state. And the scariest thing is, I got used to it, and until I made things right with the Lord, I didn't even realize how miserable and unhappy I was, all the time. Unfortunately I think that some well-meaning people just assume (as I once did) that every case of depression is an indicator of spiritual unhealthiness, and that just isn't so.
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