| Re: Something I've been wondering (depression, ADD etc)Grishny, on host 12.29.132.98 Wednesday, April 30, 2003, at 15:00:43
 Something I've been wondering (depression, ADD etc) posted by Brunnen-G on Wednesday, April 30, 2003, at 12:47:25:
 How strange that you should post this. I almost posted something very similar,
 because I was thinking the same thing; that it
 seems like so many regulars here have been
 revealing lately that they struggle with these
 problems. The only thing that kept me from
 raising the same questions you did first was
 the fact that I'm swamped at work this week
 and trying to dig out.
 
 To answer your question, I for one have never
 suffered from clinical depression or its
 symptoms, although I've certainly been
 through trials in my life that brought about
 those feelings. The feelings have always
 dispersed once the circumstances were over,
 though, and I've never had to take any
 medication to deal with them.
 
 Many of you know that my wife went through a
 severe case of post-partem depression after
 our son was born that required hospitalization
 and over a year of treatment with medication
 and counseling. Prior to that first-hand
 experience, I believed as some do, that
 clinical depression was a farce that people
 used to try to hide their true problems and that
 taking pills was just trying to cover
 up the true problem.  But seeing what
 happened to my wife, and having her
 perspective as someone who went through it
 and came out of it with treatment, "learned me
 different." Her condition was brought about by
 the hormonal effects of pregnancy and
 childbirth, and was only temporary, but I can
 understand now that some people DO have
 problems in the chemical makeup of their
 brains, and DO require lifelong medicinal
 treatment for it.
 
 However, I will say this: as a Christian, I have
 experienced that in my own self, depression
 has been an indicator of spiritual problems.
 When my relationship with God wasn't what it
 should have been, it affected every other area
 of my life, including my mental state. And the
 scariest thing is, I got used to it, and until I
 made things right with the Lord, I didn't even
 realize how miserable and unhappy I was, all
 the time. Unfortunately I think that some
 well-meaning people just assume (as I once
 did) that every case of depression is an
 indicator of spiritual unhealthiness, and that
 just isn't so.
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