Well, at the moment I'm not studying for an AP Calc BC exam. I've had an independant study all this school year, where they've sat me in the math lab for an hour every day to learn calculus. I bet you can guess what I did every day, but if you can't, lets just say that the only time I would have thought about calculus would have been when it entered one of my dreams. Which it never did. Oh well. You'd think I'd be used to self-imposed failure by now.