Now I would normally hate to do this because I am not a miserable person as a rule but it occurred to me that this might be a good place to air my grievances about life in general with the idea that someone who I don't know (apart from maybe having replied to a post or two)would be able to counsel me in some way. Maybe a Counselling Chat Room should be set up....or maybe here would do....

Shut up Liz, cut to the chase.

I guess the reason I'm writing this is that my problems are all small. Or they feel like that with friends being kicked out by unfeeling fathers who are now saying that she is the child that they wish they had never had, with my best friend unable to see his girlfriend because she is another religion and another friend with a boyfriend who never speaks to her any more. My problems kinda fade into significance next to these.

1. History. Does anyone study that too? It is so hard and I have coursework that I probably should be doing right now and modular tests that all contribute to the final grade and I have had E's and D's and I need an A. This is because of problem number 2....

2. Cambridge University. I have a place there to study Art History but need AAAB to go there and everyone knows and will be anxiously awaiting my results in August. Then, if I don't get the results I need, I will have to tell everyone and it will be so hard.

3. The Future. Kind of general but it encompasses a whole range of things. Grades, universities, jobs, friends, everything is going to be new and I don't mind telling you that it is more than a little scary.

Well, that's it. I think I will just go and watch ER now and forget my problems and look at Noah Wyle. Ahhhhhh....

Liz"not neurotic yet but getting that way pretty fast"zie
xx