I have just one question right now: Why do I feel like a little kid again? I mean, I'm in college, for goodness sake. I know this is just a feeling that will pass very quickly. But I was just at this event where a lot of people performed - it was in what they called a coffeehouse type atmosphere. And I was sitting there, watching this beautiful guy sing a song. I know him, but not very well, and all of a sudden I felt just really childish. Maybe about the fact that I wanted an excuse to go up and talk to him. In fact, I did get up a couple of times but he was talking with someone else when I got there. God has been trying to teach me to get my focus off of this guy and back on Him where it belongs. So I guess that's why I felt silly then. I've got to stop dreaming and hoping for the wrong things.

Gahalia