Thanks for understanding. I feel a bit better now than I did a little while ago. It's nice to know there are people who seem to know what it's like to feel this way, and that there are people who'd provide support to someone like me, who they don't really know. That someone would really mean what you've said is hard for me to believe, I guess. As for seeking help, I do want to, most of the time. It just seems so hard, no matter how it's explained or how much I understand its importance. I will try, which is the most I can do. I don't want to forget about it again. I don't think I'll be around RinkWorks much until I've at least begun to straighten this out.