> maybe now, when nothing is happening, is a better time to do it than later, when you get depressed again and have to deal with the problems without any help... if you know how to deal with the depression when it comes again then you'll be able to deal with it.... but if you wait... well, who knows when you won't be able to just snap out of it and you'll make a stupid decision and... well, it's just plain scary. please please please get help... even if you have to talk to a parent or friend and get them to take you to a therapist somewhere not in your town... maybe that would even be smarter. But please, don't let yourself continue on this track. You realize something's wrong, you've reached out to us, please reach out to someone who really can help.
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> uni"still praying"peg

I'm sorry to have worried you. I *will* seek help, even if I don't feel like I need it right now, and that's a promise. Another thing I've noticed is that my friends at school have lately been acting unusually supportive... perhaps I haven't been as unnoticed as I thought I was. Thanks again for your concern and prayers.

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