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> > You might want to mention the symptoms in the first six lines of your post, the next time you see your doctor.
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> Ummm...ok. Thanks for the advice. I actually took a depression test at DrKoop.com once...I didn't like the results. It said I should seek profession help... ::Shrugs:: Depression actually runs in my family. I'm usually not that bad, but I've had the flu and being sick always makes it worse... hope I didn't sound too sad, actually, Today has been one of the best days of my life! And tomorow is going to be the same way. And the next day, and the next.... you can see what I'm getting at, I hope. Im just so very happy and wanted to share my experiance with my friends at rinkworks. If that makes any sense at all to anyone...
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> Ti'Today, I feel like I'm walking on air'cia

After every trial in a person's life he/she has a choice. Will they be a survivor or a victim? Whichever one they decide is the one that molds their choices about life from that point on. Sounds to me like you're a survivor after all.

It takes a lot to be able to analyze ones own life as you did. I agree with Howard that it usually isn't healthy to have symptoms like the ones you mentioned at the front end of your post but attitude has a lot to do with ones healing. With a new attitude toward life you can start a healing that even doctors can't explain. I firmly believe this and from what I read so do you.

Good luck,

Drac