Well, i've officially given up on the SHP. So, for those who never knew what an SHP was, don't worry about it anymore, because you won't be hearing about it anymore.... him, actually. anyway, i found out today that he and one of my friends went ice skating, he asked her... she says nothing'll happen between them and i believe her and everything, but still. So that just kinda sucks. fortunately he's going to Australia Wednesday and he won't be back till January 8th, so hopefully that'll give me a chance to get over him... i guess what makes it worse is that i was really starting to think that he might have liked me. He's not supposed to be such a nice, sweet guy to EVERYone, how's a girl supposed to know whether he likes her or not?!?!?!? Ah well, so goes life.

Of course, it's not just him that's got me upset... some of you were in RinkChat yesterday when i was running in and out making cookies... they were for the junior class at my youth group.... well, i took them in today, and would you believe that not ONE guy said "thank you, Lynette" or "They were good, Lynette".... not that I want everyone to be like "wow, Lynette is the best, we should all worship her because she made us cookies" but a tiny bit of appreciation would be nice. I suppose this is the totally wrong attitude to take, but I can't help it for some reason.

Then one of my best friends (although that's a little shaky right now) is being a total jerk... he knows all of the things that will scare and annoy me, and he pushes all of my buttoins every chance he gets, just to see if he can get a rise out of me. It's really really starting to annoy me out of my mind.

And then ANOTHER one of my best guy friends... well, I dunno what's uop with that. We just never talk anymore. He's an extremely popular guy, and while he tries to make time for me, he just can't always.... so there goes one of the best people ever to talk to.

Most of the rest of the guys at my school aren't worth talking about.... nice guys basically, but they smoke and do drugs and make out with girls indiscriminately.... not guys I'm about to get close to.

I'm not even going to go into my stuff with my female friends.... okay, fine, I am. I've been drifting from a lot of the people I used to be really close to, and while there's not much I can do about it, it's still horrid.

Basically, I'm just mad at the entire male race right now.... well, maybe except Tom. But then, I really can't tell whether Tom is just a really sweet guy or a really big flirt or if he really likes me.... I don't want to think about it. so, yeah, all guys suck.

uni"no offense to the RinkGuys... at least not much"peg